^ dat painting
"And so it was that Denko was never heard or seen from ever again..."
OH GOD I WAS SO NERVOUS I PANICKED AND HUNG UP ON HER (ī；ω；`)
The cherry blossoms! Invite her to go see the cherry blossoms, OP!!!
Okay, Iíll do that! Iím too tense to use the phone right now, so Iíll send her an email.
Iíve never been so nervous about talking to somebody aaaaaUUUUUGH (ī･ω･`)
I had to stop read after that right there. Because....
I honestly feel sorry for the kid...really...I do. Obviously he's been infatuated with this girl since High School & at some point she may have even liked him. But introverted spinelessness is a trait that no woman likes. What I can't understand here, is why blow her email up if she's not responding.
But I do understand how folks get when they REALLY like somebody. But letting it go is the only way. Check it, in my early twenties, I met this girl at a new years eve party (we played spin the bottle lol). She was a physically my ideal woman...somewhat intellectually too. We hit it off & started dating. Hooking up with her was so awesome to me....she'd come to my shows...I'd go watch her dance (don't ask)...she even had a drawer in my room.
But the I fucked up. Called her to tell that something on tv reminded me of her & she didn't hit me back. If I had just let her hit me back when she was ready (or not I know better now) shit would've been cool but like this kid here...blew up her cellie with like 20 messages all in the same night. She never called back & when I saw her again she had a new dude who said to me: "I want to thank you for blowing her phone up Shagg. If you hadn't I would've never had a chance because she was really digging you." Wanted to beat his smug ass, but he was right.
Yous gotta leave well enough alone & let the chips fall where they may. But first yous gotta have confidence in yourself.
This kid does not & it caused his fondness of her to spin way out of control. Kid needs to see a therapist....
Wow, Shaggy, that's a messed up story. Sorry that happened to you. ):